i guess so. actually i think to love ppl who means a lot to you unconditionally is not a tough task. What is a tough act is to love all the ppl ard you. that includes the person you work with, the person you take instruction from, the cabdriver who is rude or the guy next door who loves to blast his stereo...
well; at least i try and thats what matters....
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humility, patience.... i realized the reason am very unhappy of late is my own self. i used to think i must speak out when i see a way to make things better, easier and beneficial for the larger purpose...... but now; i feel these only makes me tired; unhappy and miserable...
while i believe that i should speak up against what is wrong; perhaps i should also learn to accept that not everyone sees beyond material gains... may be i am too idealistic. may be i should not speak out too often and get myself burned.
i should be patience; wait till the right moment comes .....
it is sad; but i guess this is how sometimes real world works...
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that its the most beautiful thing and yet the most painful thing.
i think i am in love now.... its been a looong time ... but its enough to remind me what i've missed.
its enough to make me feel the colours around me.
its enough to make me smile to myself when i am alone....
arghh... the sweetness of love...
how long will it last?
its for anyone to guess...
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my feelings right now at this moment. its a mixture of sadness + missing people + missing home + emptiness = ?
it always happens to me on friday evening. not every friday evening, but when i know i will be working on the coming weekend, surrounded by papers and books instead of people. when i am stillw orking on fri night at 11pm...
its not loneliness because when i am alone and have nothing to do then i feel i have the whole world to myself and nothing can make me happier than that. perhaps the thought of working thru weekend is what makes me sad...
since i have said i have no words to describe what i feel i guess i shall leave it here....
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any country other than my own. in another words - a land am unfamiliar with the culture, language and know no one.
yes, i travel when i need to hide. It gives me anonymity, space and freedom to break away from my schedule, lifestyle and people i know. most importantly it gives me opputunity to reflect, ponder... and get lost ( that is why its important that i go to unfamilar places)...
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angel that watch over animals... the one that makes sure no animals go hungry; left without a home and not being abused by human.
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rain... i've been wishing for heavy rain past few weeks..... especially on a weekend....
i think i may get it this weekend :-) hooray!
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A MUST IS
appreciating life
believing in something
doing everything for what you believe in
living a life with no regrets
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