welcoming 2009...

Its been a while since i last wrote, sometimes a break is good...

sometimes a break can break the pattern... like now, after 3 weeks i feel so lazy to go to the gym.....

or  writing - i hardly write these days, my supervisor's request for a complete proposal has been shelved for more than a month....i dun even write here. That means i dont even do leisurely writing...

wonder what i am doing....

just thinking about whats in store for me this year scares me.. i feel the butterflies flying and singing in my tummy....i never thought and never wanted to be in a situation of doing phd and working at the same time. especially my line of work requires me to work about 10 or at times 12 hours a day... so where am i going to find time for my own research?

but here i am finally going to do it.....

i think i need a miracle this year...